Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Ripped Slips and Torn Panties

And now it's you that rips my underwear apart. And I never imagined what it would be like to love a man so much. Just like a boyfriend; to train, to take care of and to keep out of danger. Just like a child. I watch you walk and play and run and jump and wish for nothing bad to ever happen to you. So happy, filled with joy the tears flow freely. I'm so eager to please you and give you everything. You are so eager to please, but only when you forget that you are a baby. When you are a baby you need more more. And you do. Need me. More.

It's an interesting turn of events, you entering my life. Me entering yours. It's a forever commitment. I've never had a forever. You are too little to know what it's like to have a sometimes or "for now" commitment. And I don't want you to ever feel unwanted or unloved. Love of my life. You are thoroughly appreciated.

1 comment:

TOO DEEP TO SLEEP said...

hey, this is jakey. im high as heck. eric let me take a toke off this big spleef he just rolled. hes a good mentor. i love you mom.