Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Epic Excursions: Part Deux

There comes an enormous amount of responsibility when it comes to any kind of relationship, but a romantic one that has been upheaved from one city to another there comes an even greater amount. The feeling of inadequecy makes things very difficult, but looking past the idea that things aren't perfect right at this moment make things easier. It's not so easy when people are rubbing the shit in your face that as far as girlfriend status goes, I certainly don't add up.

I'm not the easiest person to deal with at any given time and I am certainly not one of the sane ones, but I try to at least appear to have it all together. It gets difficult when it feels like I don't have grasp on anything, but at the same time it helps to know that I am no longer just living for myself. I have someone who not only partially relies on me, but also supports me in every decision I make. It's so much better than just parents or siblings or even friends.

The soundtrack of my life is very apparent these days. With tunes coming from bands of my past, there's Piebald and Keepsake and Converge, just to name a few and some more that I need to go back into the database to find and recall. These silly bands are important to me, as are their lyrics and the music that goes along with their lyrics. It's good to have someone to share these with and it's nice to know they touch him as well.

I did not intend for this post to get so sappy, but it has and therefore I am going to end it there and come back to the soundtrack and story of my life later...

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